Forgivable? Part 2

Continuing from part 1....

Gai-Ji unblocked me and wanted to readd.

This time, i accepted it. No questions or messages. I was still pissed off with her, hopeing she would see her errors.

But no, all she did was constantly update her status about her "boyfriends", exes and how shit her life is.

Bitch, everyone has their own shits to deal with.

Back to the story, I didn't bother talking to her at all because she didn't apologize. And she didn't bother messaging or texted at all. Even when she moaned on how much she wants to meet up like the old college days - She never made the fucking effort to talk to us.

I could have continued to just leaving her and her life. When I began talking to my friends, which they told me she gotten back with her ex, Horrigan* (Changed his name). Right after she confessed to her exes. Deja Vu because this happened last 2 years too LOL.

This made me break my rule (which i wasn't meant to talk to her at all) because i had so many questions in my head. Maybe it was because I still cared about her because she used to my friend and our promise. (Althought saying this, she most likely forgotten our promise.)

I too, have to admit, I did want to resovle this drama so we can be friends again. So I'd created a group chat with Katie & Seme.

It all started out fine, because she was just talking about herself and how hard her life is blah blah blah. Soon to how she got back together with Horrigan and why she & "Llama Face*" are friends again.

*Llama face is also Gai-Ji ex (she has too many =___=), who infact, turned out to be a huge, judgemental stickhead. I knew him from my secondary school, after he broke up with Gai-Ji he ignored and avoided her and us everyday (like he was scared of us HAHAHA). Plus he called her fugly. Gai-Ji began hating him but somehow still loved him? 

We call him Llama Face because he looks like a llama. But even a Llama is better looking than him HAHA.

 

Moreover, she told us Llama face's reasons about why he ignored her and us blah blah blah (which was literally bullshit. Llama face i will always hate you HAHAHA). Until Seme made a joke about him and Gai-Ji began going really defensive for Llama face.

*Gai-Ji is still orange. Seme is the Blue.

 

Gai Ji, why are you defending Llama Face so seriously after Seme made a joke? Also the fact that he didn't apologise for his actions just made him even ruder! It's obvious Llama Face lied to her so he can get away with it. >:(

And if she missed everyone so muuch, why didn't talk to us? Why do we have to be the ones to make the first move? 

 

Enough about Llama Face, the real show starts here:

 Gai-Ji tried tio make an excuse... again! But i was having none of her shit. I wanted answers, now!

You guess? SHE FUCKING GUESSES?!!!!!!

THIS PROVED THAT YOU ARE NOT SORRY FOR YOUR ACTIONS & HURTFUL WORDS.

And that was the end of it. I didn't name her "The Bitch" on my phone xD You can clearly see that I've edited it in to amuse myself.

Again, I still wanted her to apologize to Alex & Katie (I accidently covered Katie in green). Does she even realize how hurtful those were? So you think anyone would like it if their best friends back stabbed them and made them feeel shit? Yeah i think not!

Anyways back to the point, usually, i would forgive anyone who as apologized for their actions - usually because i know they really mean it and that they would try their best to prevent it from happening again.

However, Gai-Ji has shown no guilt or any effort into becoming friends with us again. She only cares about herself. She only cares about her own happiness.

And what more, I hate it when people who are in the wrong, get away with it. They expect to be forgiven for something they've done that hurts the person's feelings. 

Fuck no I am not leting her get away.

She can bitch and insult me all she wants, but when she does it to my friends - it is unforgiveable. how can i forget something like? Just no, NO.

So to conclude this:

Gai-Ji, I will never forgive you and forget about what happened because you've done nothing to fix it.

Therefore I shall forever hate you.

And if Gai-Ji is reading this? Then fuck you. I don't care if she moans about me, send me threats, unfriends or blocks me. I don't care! I had enough of her. I had enough of being her stepping stone. I had enough. And knowing her, she'll make herself the victim (like she alway does), WELL I DON'T CARE IF I'M THE VILLIAN - AT LEAST I'VE SHOWN YOUR TRUE COLOURS.

Plus be glad i have covered her name and wasted 2 blog entries of her. 

This is the last time i'll speak to her and thank goodness this shit is over.

Enjoy some Lily Allen ~~~~