Why am I so indecisive?

Currently my hair is silver:

I haven't posted much selfies with the silver hair since it's only been less than a month [click here for my instagram] .

I am proud of what I achieved with the colour, although it fades quite quickly withing 2/3 weeks? I can get use to the touch ups since I have loads of silver toners.

But.... knowing me being indecisive, I looked up at short red hair and I instantly love the look of it.

I have it on my pinterest and like seriously all the girls with short red hair are like seriously cute and wtf idk I think I'm in love with the colour again.

 My original plan was to grow out my hair (with regular trimming) and bleach it until completely silver. So I can be like an anime character.

But then like... the red.... would be so cute....

Tough choice here OTL

If I do want to be red... I'm going to need to avoid the box dyes because they fade very quickly (I have been red before, faded within two washes so it went into some copper brown). Also, I need to know the numbers (like ash blonde is 9.1, blue black is 1.10 etc) so I can get the correct tone if I want it to suit my skin tone. It'll be like the same process I did with the blonde hair (researching on what tone of blonde would suit me, how to keep it and stuff etc). Except, with less bleaching process (assuming I will bleach my black hair once into orange and apply the chosen red hair dye).

This is still a thinking process. Luckily with short hair it just grows and I can get it cut to my liking. The shaved hair I currently have is the shortest I've been. I recieved mixed reactions to this (mostly positive), but I'm not sure if i want to stay shaven, if you know what I mean.

I have to admit, I really miss the my first pixie cut. That length and style was perfect. But y'know, with hairstyles you just wanna experiment xD

I'll most likely grow my hair out until it goes back to that style (if possible). I'll most likely go silver because I have some left over silver dye which I need to use up. 

So red pixie hair? We'll see.

*edit: I was looking at Kpop hairstyles on males and I realized my cut is really similar to Key's hair in Lucifer.

Just



LoOOk


AT


THAT


???!!!!



?????|!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm joking Key can pretty much pull it off. I'm just laughing at how similar my hair is to his.

I need to think about how I style my hair now xD

 

In the picture above he did a comb over (oldest trick in the book) so i guess I can do that too if I'm going out my hair.

Brb dying.